Wednesday, September 28, 2011
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BITCH ! damn . ._. things ppl will say to get wht they want i hate this kind of life , living in ppl who wears a mask any time and where I WANT A CHANGE !why cant ppl just be themselves i'm getting sick of this kind of life .there i am really trying hard to stop you from turning into a bitch and here u are lying to me .damn i feel like a dumb ass .yes , i'm pathetic . u made a fool out of me . happy ? who am i suppose to trust now ? i've been betrayed so many times . i'm not a tool for u ppl either .yes i'll be there for u if u need me .i'm being true towards u .are u being true towards me ?i've learnt my lesson .i'm not going to open my heart to u ppl any more .i need a change of live .pretentious ppl all around me .. when i'm sad , there's no one thr for me .no one knows in the 1st place .its really hard .. there's no one to talk sense into me .i talk sense into myself .its pathetic u have to get it all sorted urself .u undergo a hard time .and when i tell u i know u , i mean it .i've been through worse than u .you have someone there for you , i dont . the end .i always tell myself : if you're sad , and its not raining , lord doesnt want you to be sad cause its not worth it. how long can i tell myself tht ? i really dont know .how long can i hang in thr ? i have no idea either. FML .
Tuesday, September 27, 2011
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hey ppl ,today is a crazy day .crazy in a sense tht i went crazy (:joke . it is a stupid day .gosh i hate the teacher for changing my seat . so practically i am now sitting beside 2 bitches .so my friend fell out with them and left their clique .the two of them are telling how sorry they are to her .however , they ended saying tht it was practically not their fault !so my friend decided not to join back the clique .they didnt wish to take the blame so they ended pushing all the blame to some innocent ppl like me ? and some other ppl ?god damn . i am totally not involve ? how the heck did i get dragged in ?!i feel sad , not for myself but for them .cause this just show me how afraid they were to accept the reality .and they are totally irresponsible .they havent consider tht it was their fault , not others .so overall it is a damn lousy day for me .hope the rest of the day would be greattt .strange how ppl change so easily .like i promised i'm gg to put a quote at the end.*cherish everyone who cares for you , because you nvr know when they are going to leave you .
Monday, September 26, 2011
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hey ppl , i'm here to post , again ~it was a bloody tiring + interesting day .so i had my amth test today.i'm pretty confident of passing it (: yeah . during assembly we had some letter writing thing ? we're suppose to write to someone encouraging them for the EOY ?it was quite fun actually .then today i actually wanted to buy a teehee hoodie ..i didnt buy it in the end cause my mum refused to let me use her credit card .gosh i wish i had a credit card .... nvm i'll borrow my friend's bank account and i'll pay her back cash . (: so i went for the poa remedial today . i didnt have to go cause i wasnt in the tutoring thingy .i went for fun ? o.o kay it was worth it cause i finally understood how to do the depreciation account thing .yup exams are coming , so good luck to all .*Dont stop walking because of the obstacles trying to pull you down . cause right ahead of you lies a beautiful world, hidden , waiting to be discovered by you.so thts all i gotta say today .PEACE OUT YO ! ♥
Sunday, September 25, 2011
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hii i'm back again :D .yupp i'm still bored you know :/my father just made me feel like a failure .seriously ... i nvr study , he say i confirm fail all my exams , i study , he also say i confirm fail .i feel like wht ever i do , its nvr enough to my parents .yes , i do not have the best results . but i really tried my best. when i get good results , i go home , feeling proud , expecting them praise me .but their reaction was totally the opposite of wht i had expected .they just said : ur results are very lousy ...okay . enough with those stupid stuff .they're just making me feel sad ): okay happy news for me . i;m going to HONG KONG ! at Nov ^^ imma go for around 7 days .damn happy (: . i dont have to stay at home for 7 days! yeah. thts how much i dont wish to be at home . so yea imma end this post .*stop waiting for miracles to happen , step out and make them happen .PEACE OUT YO ! :D
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what's up yo .i'm BORED ): . damn i hate sundays :/ checked my mails today . and there's only 3 new vid from ppl i subscribed to ! D:god dammit . i need more vids . T.Tso yeah i was too bored so i did something like this on fb : In my house,there are...
-My maid (A) - Amos Huam Heng Qin - LOL :D
-My pet (B) - Tan Wen Bin Wilson - pet ? o.o
-My father (C) - Lim En Cheng Micheal -seriously ? o.o
-My mother (D) - Danielle Superduperbhb - LOL hi
-My older brother (E) - Edika Hashril - what's up yo ! :D
-My little brother (F) - Chuanwan Cw Foo - change of sex ?
-My older sister (G) - Junxiang GuaiLan - LOL .
-My little sister (H) - Liaw Hwee Han - xiao mei mei .
Copy & post this on ur status NO CHEATING
So yea . i was tht bored ._.so i was on fb and i saw post on the isa on kev's wall .god damn it made me so envious of the ppl in hawaii ! ): i wanna watch ISA too! come to singapore and i'll be thr to watch ISA ! YTF family FTW ! :Dyea, thts all i have to post for today,maybe i'll post some words of encouragement or quotes about life at the end every time i post anyt on my blog nxt time ? O: so good bye! PEACE OUT YO! :D
Saturday, September 24, 2011
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hey yo , what's uppppp ! :D so practically i went studying today at ktp hospital .so i went from like 12.45 - 7 .wow . i studied for like so long .1st time study so long .so i shall not talk much about my boring day .As usual , i was watching youtube vid .so this person i subscribed to , was having a lot of troubles lately .let's say this guy is A .so A broke up with his gf lately and he's getting slandered all the time .and A was slandered of getting her pregnant and not being responsible ?and lot of things which i dont wanna mention .then i saw a lot hate comments .so i am thinking , u ppl dont like him or anything , why bother leaving does comments ?they trying to make more ppl hate A or something ?i think its really pointless cause if ppl love him , they wont change their point of views because of their stupid " hate comments " hmm , thts all for today ! PEACE OUT YO !
Friday, September 23, 2011
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yo i'm pretty bored . today.so i practically skipped cca cause i was helping teacher to check file .heyy dun say i slack hor ~ i stayed till 5 ++ then finish checking .i stayed on later kay ): so i was browsing through youtube videos , again .yea those youtube ppl i subscribed to are ppl i seriously admire .
they have all the talent and their personality made me admire them ttm .its weird how ur emotions get affect by their emotion when u dont even know them .what's weird is, i still admire them . haha .if there's an opprtunity, i would really go and see any of the performances they hold .but apparently all their concerts are like in LA/ hawaii .sadd sia ): they should come sg ~not gg to mention any names cause i have i HUGE list of them .so yea whenever i'm sad or anyt , they're vlogs nvr fail to make me smilee (:particular song i like is handle with care .its really sweet song ~so i've been thinking about a lot of stuff recently .i wanted to type it out but i still think it'll be better to keep it to myself.as for now , i'm just waiting for my sec sch life to be over . typed out everything i wanna say but deleted it :/so.. thts all for today PEACE OUT ! ^^