Wednesday, September 28, 2011
Wonderful memories ♥
BITCH ! damn . ._. things ppl will say to get wht they want i hate this kind of life , living in ppl who wears a mask any time and where I WANT A CHANGE !why cant ppl just be themselves i'm getting sick of this kind of life .there i am really trying hard to stop you from turning into a bitch and here u are lying to me .damn i feel like a dumb ass .yes , i'm pathetic . u made a fool out of me . happy ? who am i suppose to trust now ? i've been betrayed so many times . i'm not a tool for u ppl either .yes i'll be there for u if u need me .i'm being true towards u .are u being true towards me ?i've learnt my lesson .i'm not going to open my heart to u ppl any more .i need a change of live .pretentious ppl all around me .. when i'm sad , there's no one thr for me .no one knows in the 1st place .its really hard .. there's no one to talk sense into me .i talk sense into myself .its pathetic u have to get it all sorted urself .u undergo a hard time .and when i tell u i know u , i mean it .i've been through worse than u .you have someone there for you , i dont . the end .i always tell myself : if you're sad , and its not raining , lord doesnt want you to be sad cause its not worth it. how long can i tell myself tht ? i really dont know .how long can i hang in thr ? i have no idea either. FML .
