Saturday, October 1, 2011
Wonderful memories ♥
hey its meeeeeeee .yea i actually wanted to study today but i didnt .imma study tmr instead .its really sad cause i really have nothing to say ?okay i've been reading this story on wattpad recently.so this story is awesome .it has a lot of twist .i kinda forgot the name actually :X .i'm too lazy to check too .so i vented my anger and sadness in my last post .i'm quite over it now .i dont wanna care about a thing anymorelike seriously . is it even worth it in the 1st place ?i'm always helping unworthy ppl .and i nvr helped myself .its time i start caring more about myself instead of others .i feel like i'm cant communicate with ppl tht well .ppl dont like me THT muchkay let me give u an example why .scenario : dinner with friendswe went in quite a big group after cca .they were practically talking and i was the one looking for a god damn seat .so after finding seats for all of us ,i was obviously the 1st to sit down i found the seats .so friend A , sit beside me . then she wanted friend B to sit beside me so she requested me to move away . yup its just a seat so i MOVED .then friend B wanted friend C to sit beside her so i had to move again .it kept happening and it made me so pissed of and HURT .let me emphasize on the word HURT . yes i'm a human too . no matter how strong i may look i have feelings too .cause i was so pissed , i stood at the side until everyone sat down .after tht they had their own mini convo .i obviously arent part of their convo .then someone will ask : " hey why are u so quiet ? (: "._. i will be all like : damn i obviously have nth to talk with u allso thts a typical scene of my dinner with friends .yup i'm pathetic to some ppl . but i don't give a damn .i live the life i want . its ur choice whether u want to accept me or not .so i'll end this post now . bye !*life aint always the way u want it to be , but u can choice the way u want to live it .
PEACE OUT YO !
